december rain

Situasi surabaya sedang panas - panasnya ..jadi kangen saat2 kota ini diguyur sama hujan ..
semua orang lari - lari buat nyari tempat buat berteduh ..hehehe..
jauh dari itu aku dulu benci banget sama hujan ..
rain is muddy , dirty , and disgusting.. hehehe
now, I really miss rainy season..actually in december ..

ok , lets read it :

"December"

Why drink the water
from my hand?
Contagious as you think I am
Just tilt my sun towards
your domain.
Your cup runneth over again.

Don't scream about
Don't think aloud
Turn your head now baby
Just spit me out
Don't worry about
Don't speak of doubt
Turn your head now baby
Just spit me out

Why follow me to higher ground?
Lost as you swear I am.
Don't throw away your basic needs,
Ambiance and vanity.

December promise you gave unto me
December whispers of treachery
December clouds are now covering me
December songs no longer I sing

I spent a full month with happiness last year ,,,
I miss that time where I could see all the things I've dreamed for so long.
when rain falls I enjoy it, not only in the early years, but during the middle and the end of the year ..
it will happen again?
I do not know.
as hard to see the star because of rain and blocked then we laughed
beauty but short. just one month of the year no more.
I want one month again in desember rain
Is too much ?

complicated (good charlotte)

"Isn't Dad an obligation to care?"
: yes, but I dont think my dad caere with me or my mom now.. he just care about his obsession
.. i just wanna he conscious about our pain if he still do that ..

"we've been here for so many years,
But still it seems as if you're not there (are you there?)
Well, every time I talk, you turn away (do you care?) "
: hm ..i ve been waiting for so many times but he still the same ..i hope he can return like yesterday ..when i could laugh with him and he always praising my mom ..but now he dont!!!

"I never let the stress get me down no more
Giving thanks to the Lord, you know I pray every day, "
: actually , I dont wannna feel sad anymore , but this day aren't easy anymore...

"Well you had a second chance but you threw it all away,
A fourth and fifth and sixth now that was yesterday"
:

I always believed he could change, but not now... i dont feel in my home ..i feel in the another stranger life ...

"You left us one little room with a black and white TV"
whether this is a nightmare for me?

dad, I just wanna make you proud ..u're still my hero for me ..eventough you hurt my heart and make this condition so complicated ...

kontrakan

gilakkk ...malem ini jam 7 tadi tepatnya aku, rina , vita yang notabene adalah teman saiia ..berniat mengunjungi abang2 qt tercinta ..
eitts jelasin dulu ...
abang2 ntu terdiri dari mahasisa sipil ITS yg ngakunya mau lulus tapi baru aja 1 yg lulus..(gg terbukti bgt siii)ahaha ,aku sebutin ya yg sampe saat ini masi mendiami kontrakan aneh itu :
1. Lico (yang ini udah lulus)
2.Imam(yang ini jomblo sejati)
3.bonang(yang ini sok ganteng ..ahahah)
4.eja(yang ini nasib cintanya mengenaskan selalu)
5.adit(ysng ini udah tunangan ,taon depan nikah)


5 orang mendiami kontrakan berlantai dua ..penuh keramaian ..dan jauh akan kerapian ..
gak ada piring bersih , gelas bersih ,bahkan tadi kita disuguhi botol bersemut!!!ahhh tidak ...

gilaa aja nii orang2 ..udah tua tapi tetep aja tuh omongan n brcandanya macam anak SMA saja..

hidup glamour tapi diimbangi kerja keras..terbukti udah punya perusahaan ndiri noh mereka..hebat!!!

mreka buat para oneng2 jd lupa masalah ndiri ..gmn nggak ..mereka bikin kita ketawa terpingkal - pingkal mpe jatuh2 ..hehehe gg segitunya..actually mereka care k kita ..thx..

nb : dahulunya para abang2 ini mempunyai kisah asmara sendiri2 dengan geng oneng2 kita...ahaha..log dienget2 konyol.!!!!
arrr ...i really miss this moment with them ...

saturday night..

malem minggu katanya orang-orang paling asoii buat pergi ..
ada juga yg bilang malem minggu ntu hari kencanya pembokat .
jadi bingung saiia...
tapi yang pasti mlm minggu hari ini kelam bgt d buat aku ..
sendirian drumah ..
hp gg bunyi2 ..
batal keluar m temen2 SMA ..
pokoknya gag asoii bgt deyh ...

bikin ngilerr aja tuh status orang2 d facebook yang katanya bilang mw nongkrong lah ..maw jalan2 lah ...maw pacaran lah...
log gini jadi mupeng punya pacar ..LoH????

hehehe...
haduhhh ....pengen teriak ..ni gara2 punya temen cacat semua di SMA ..janjian udah dbikin seminggu yg lalu tiba2 cancel..hadooohhh...namanya juga geng cacat ..ahaha...
jgn menerka kita orang cacat ya..kita nii cuma orang2 aneh yg dilahirin normal ..alhamdulillah ..masih bersyukur deyh..walopun sistem otak kita kadang konslet ndiri ...ahahahhaha....


anyway ,,gg ada yang mau nemenin malam minggu saiia untuk kedepanya??

21 guns

Do you know what's worth fighting for,
When it's not worth dying for?
Does it take your breath away
And you feel yourself suffocating?
Does the pain weigh out the pride?
And you look for a place to hide?
Did someone break your heart inside?
You're in ruins.

One, 21 guns
Lay down your arms
Give up the fight
One, 21 guns
Throw up your arms into the sky,
You and I

When you're at the end of the road
And you lost all sense of control
And your thoughts have taken their toll
When your mind breaks the spirit of your soul
Your faith walks on broken glass
And the hangover doesn't pass
Nothing's ever built to last
You're in ruins.

One, 21 guns
Lay down your arms
Give up the fight
One, 21 guns
Throw up your arms into the sky,
You and I

Did you try to live on your own
When you burned down the house and home?
Did you stand too close to the fire?
Like a liar looking for forgiveness from a stone

When it's time to live and let die
And you can't get another try
Something inside this heart has died
You're in ruins.

One, 21 guns
Lay down your arms
Give up the fight
One, 21 guns
Throw up your arms into the sky,
You and I





I luv this song so much ..
remind me about someone ...

annisya liebe

ahahahaha...ni blog aneh2an yang baru dibuat ma orang aneh juga ...
napa namanya anisya liebe??
tergila-gila sama bhs jerman yang waktu SMA dulu susah banget buat lulus tuh pelajaran ..wkwkww...
anisya cinta ntu artinya ..
biar aku slalu brdekatn m yg namanya cinta ...
padahal juga gg gitu kok..cuma impian semata...ahahha..



that's it ...